The dark night of the soul is a process some spiritual seekers go through at some point in their lives, I being one of them. The dark night is not mentioned that much in spiritual texts and teachings. A lot of the times, we are being told to be happy, raise your vibration, look to the light, but none of this will be lasting until you have loved the dark.… read more

It’s always darkest before the dawn.. or something like that, right?
Well, it is pretty dark now. Really dark. Somewhere, there should be a light, isn’t that how it goes?

Life sucks. Life is a bitch and then you die. Life was great. I thought things were going really great. (Except for my miscarriage) but not only is life not great, it really sucks.… read more

I have always found healing in writing. Okay, well, I haven’t ALWAYS found it, but once I did, I have always used it.

On Feb 6, I found out I was not really pregnant after all. Pregnant, yes, or so my body thought. But there was no baby. Just a sac. No baby. Again.

I was doing fine. I don’t know what happened today.… read more