Getting Through the Dark Night of the Soul

The dark night of the soul is a process some spiritual seekers go through at some point in their lives, I being one of them. The dark night is not mentioned that much in spiritual texts and teachings. A lot of the times, we are being told to be happy, raise your vibration, look to the light, but none of Continue Reading →

Dark times, really dark

It’s always darkest before the dawn.. or something like that, right? Well, it is pretty dark now. Really dark. Somewhere, there should be a light, isn’t that how it goes? Life sucks. Life is a bitch and then you die. Life was great. I thought things were going really great. (Except for my miscarriage) but not only is life not Continue Reading →

Healing from writing, I’m not pregnant after all, a sac but no baby *cries*

I have always found healing in writing. Okay, well, I haven’t ALWAYS found it, but once I did, I have always used it. On Feb 6, I found out I was not really pregnant after all. Pregnant, yes, or so my body thought. But there was no baby. Just a sac. No baby. Again. I was doing fine. I don’t Continue Reading →

Recovering Catholic, is that what’s wrong with me?

I’ve been thinking about why I haven’t been doing rituals, lately. I may have stumbled upon a possible answer. When I was Catholic, I only prayed for things I wanted or needed. When I started worshiping the Goddess, I’ve always had things to be grateful for. Although I still have many things to be grateful for, (my son, my husband, Continue Reading →

Can’t find center, things are bad

I just can’t seem to find my center. I can’t seem to do anything right now. My “praying” is missing something and I don’t know what. My mind wanders and I just end up thinking about how bad things are right now. I used to be able to find the good in everything, but the “good” is that I can Continue Reading →