my work misses me! :)

An emailed conversation during my vacay. :) From a daily report: “Progress is a little bit slower than usual right now … Kris is on vacation until late next week, and James has been focusing all of his energy toward finishing the Advantage upgrade. Brandon’s taking on a boatload of projects, though, and we’ll keep you updated if/when due dates Continue Reading →


Quitting smoking, again. DT is gone, the evil project manager from hell. Washer and Drier replaced. Hubby is switching to e-cigs. Yeah, think I can do this! My son is thrilled! Oh? DT gone? I didn’t mention that? Shame on me. Yeah. He left back in August. It wasn’t “official” till much later and still prally shouldn’t say much… but, Continue Reading →

People pleasing and Balance

Recently it was suggested that I cannot handle rejection. Well, we all have difficulties handling rejection, but I don’t feel I go out of my way to avoid it. If I did, wouldn’t I avoid friends all together? It was intimated that I also am solely a people pleaser.  This I had to do some research on and what I Continue Reading →

A great evening

Last night not one but two old friends showed up. It was Lughnasadh and although we didn’t celebrate it with a ritual, there was something culminative about this particular holiday.  Lughnasadh also known as Lammas is a harvest festival, where you reap what you have sown. You celebrate everything that you have grown. Our friendships have grown and we have Continue Reading →

the SO deadline

Well. Life has gotten exciting again. Once again, decisions are being made and various posibilities come available… and doors may be getting shut. Yes, I am talking my SO situation again. xmas the deadline, has passed. The lady refuses to invite me back, but she just said I needed to state my intent to return. Therefore I did. And I Continue Reading →

Turned in my resignation

I turned in my resignation yesterday. Nobody in administration has said anything to me yet, but most of the teachers know. And many of the students know. I didn’t know of any reason not to tell them. I mean, school prepares them for life, right? Well, welcome to life and shitty people who dump all over you. Okay, I didn’t Continue Reading →

What do I want?

What do I want? What a fun question. I guess we ask this of ourselves off and on through out life. Well, if we don’t then there is something wrong and we are not growing as humans. What do I want? Right now, I want a job that I can feel confident in. One that I enjoy and don’t have Continue Reading →