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Help

Nov 26, 2010

Sent this to my friends today…
I gotta get help. This is affecting my life.. and that’s not good.
Maybe someone can help me. This is what friends are for, right?

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I’ve been working so hard on my myself and my spiritual journey that a few things have come up.. and seemed to have gotten worse…

My phobia of my son being sick is now affecting my life, as each time he complains of a headache or a tummy ache, I practically shut down. I go haywire and cannot function. I start getting scared, I can’t eat, I won’t sleep, I can do nothing but stress over whether or not he is sick or getting sick.

Yes, I’ve worked through that he’ll be okay. That sickness is normal, that he’ll get better. I’ve gone thru all this in my mind, but recently, just a small headache and I couldn’t sleep or eat until he was better. He didn’t even have a fever. It’s just getting worse instead of better. I do not understand it.. I don’t know how to stop it.
My mind knows the truth, but …. something else is eating away at me.

I cannot figure out what is wrong except there is something I need to resolve and I have no idea how to resolve it alone.

Help and suggestions, anything would be greatly appreciated.
I want to be able to enjoy my son’s youth, but now I’m so terrified that all I do is stress. I don’t know what’s WRONG with me!!! :(

Help me.

Em

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