I have a new job.
I’m looking for my soulmate.
What am I missing?
Yeah. I’m missing my son, but that’s only normal….
Maybe that will work out.. chances are my ex will deploy and my boy will finally be moving in with me…
Time will tell.
I’m pretty excited about it though…
I just wish there was some way I could help my ex’s daughter escape the fate that will be brought down upon her by her daddy deploying.
But I’ve already been told by numerous people that I need to step back and let things happen. I need to keep my nose out of things and just let the cards fall as they will.
I hate that…
but I’m working on doing it…
I can stand back for nearly everything EXCEPT if it involves my son… but such is the fate of a good mother.
(Good isn’t necessarily referring to me — although I am a good mother — but mostly I was referring to the opposite of that… which those of you who are familiar with my situation know who I am referring to)