Well, another month has gone by since I have updated.
I am now 35 years old.
I am over halfway done with my IT degree from Devry Online.
I still have a 4.0 GPA for the first time in my life.
The female bitch has mostly disappeared from our lives and is moving into a new house soon.
And my son is calling his step mom “Mommy” or sometimes “Tracy Mommy”

Yup, you heard me right. My very own flesh and blood, a child who will turn 4 this June, is calling someone else mommy. Now, I have him every weekend, almost, I get three weekends a month, sometimes more. His Daddy has “remarried” and that makes THEM a family. Uh huh. But that does not make my son HER fucking son. I cannot fucking believe that my ex has agreed to this and that my son is willing or wanting to call her Mom or Mommy. This really fucking pisses me off.

I have emailed friends… to ask for help and advice… My emails went something like this:
My son is calling his ‘step’ Mother “Mommy” or Tracy Mommy. It’s interchangeable, I understand from my ex..
“Tracy mommy” i can handle… but simple Mommy?!?!?!??! I’m his mommy. :( *crying*
Help me, please help me. What should I do? How do I handle this? I know I must be strong, and I cannot do anything to hurt Kevin, but this is killing me….
M and T refuse to tell my son not to call her “Mommy”. :( I can understand if I was not a part of my son’s life, but we have full joint custody and I have my son around every time Michael allows it. I’m so scared and sad….
I really really need advise, thoughts, calming words, ANYTHING, right now… please?

I’m beggin you, if you are reading this now, and you have any ideas, thoughts or anything, please help me 

I fear this is a first step to kicking me out of my son’s life. I’m sure I am wrong in that assumption, but I have done nothing to deserve this. I am a good mother. I love my boy.
He is my life.
Goddess, Help me, Please!

Blessed Be!!!