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Explore my mood on paper?!?!?

Oct 3, 2006

A renewed sense of values and integrity may be present for you today, dear Taurus. Connecting with this can be extremely uplifting, as it can put everything into perspective for you. With your hardworking tendencies, it can be easy to drift from the things that are most important to you as a person. Make the most of this day by getting in touch with yourself. If you write a journal, explore your mood on paper.

A renewed sense of values and integrity?!?!

My mood. Pissed off, scared about Kevin, upset with the general people involved. Wondering if I’ve been taken for a fool and that the entire game between Tracy and Michael was just a ploy.

Making stupid mistakes, sticking my nose in where it doesn’t belong.

Which leads to My other scope:

Settling a dispute may be in your bowl today, dear Gemini. And you may find yourself getting caught smack in the middle of the stew if you’re not careful. If this happens, the wisest thing might be to pull out. When you’re in this position, especially with two people you care for, the outcome winds up hurting someone – and it may just be you. If you tell them you care about them both too much to get involved, chances are, you’ll be far better off.

yeah.. I’m caught smack in the middle, but it’s my SON goddammit!

So, pull out and leave it be. Yeah, that’s what my best friend told me this morning as well. I just don’t know how to do that. I am worried about my son. Scared to death sometimes. I’m prally making stupid mistakes with my communications with my ex and certainly my communications (or lack thereof) with Tracy.

And Tracy’s telling people that I’ve been calling Kevin’s school at least 2 times a week? AND that the principal is getting quite upset with me?!?!?

Well, for one, (and you can check my phone bill) I have never called Kevin’s school. Emailed his teachers, yes, but no phone calls. (Yet another Tracy lie).

And if the principal was upset with me, wouldn’t she have told me?

And yes, I’m still upset about Tracy’s lies about where Kevin got the idea that Tracy was having fun without him and that I wouldn’t let him go because it was his weekend to spend time with me.

Blah.

Is it Friday yet? Is this CF over yet? I need my ex to get back and take control of his wife (although the way things look, she will forever be in control and manipulating him and our child.) How am I NOT supposed to get involved?!?!?

yuck.
Where is that Karma which is supposed to handle such things?

Em

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