What am I scared of?

I’m scared of:

1. Not having a job.
2. Not paying my bills.
3. Not being able to pay for stuff for my son.
4. Losing my house.
5. Not being able to find a good job.. anywhere. (With this time “limit” I’ll prally be working in KC again, because there isn’t anything in Topeka)
6. Being a “loser”.
7. Being a “fuck up”.
8. Not getting anything right in my life. (I mean, what kind of mother would not have residential custody of her own son?)
9. Being so goddamned depressed that I will never be able to pull myself out of this goddamn hole.
10. Being so pathetic.

Okay. That was a downer.
*sigh*